February 2012
Sometimes, I think back and be like, "Why the fuck...
I don't care if its wrong or right. I'm gonna do...
I can’t believe I was stupid enough to think that we could fix things, but we can’t. After sitting around for hours waiting for you, I realized that it’s pointless to keep on hoping that things can be talked out and we could go back to the way things were. But it’s just not worth putting myself in a situation where I’m the one that get hurts at the end.
saw @tinabobinaaa today :)
probably the best day of this whole month! seeing her completed my month. Made me realize how much I’ve missed her. It’s so hard having a long distant bestfriend. cuz when you wanna do something out the cuts, she’s not always there to come with you. Unlike before, we did wreckless and stupid things together. But it’s okay, at least I still get to spend time with her. I don’t know what I’d do...
so today.. a friend of mine was hella trying to see me the whole entire day. Sadly, I wasn’t in the mood for any visitors or talking to anyone cuz I was exhausted from school. He literally waited for me the whole day until I was available. Until now, when he figure out he couldn’t see me. && now he tells me that he got me something for Valentine’s that’s why he was...
I over think way to much. I need to stop.
Let go, and let God.
I don't take disrespectful jokes lightly,
Especially if its from a guy. It’s worst when I’m already in a bad mood. I take derogatorive terms seriously, even if its said as a joke. I just find that hella rude. && I take that up the ass. People now a days don’t seem to know the meaning of respect.
I really hate having my feelings all bottled up.
I feel like I’m losing my connection with you. That our closeness isn’t the same as it was before. That it’s kinda fading . I know shit changes all the time, but did it have to change this fast & this much?
I pray to God everyday. Asking him to convince me that I’m making the right decision.
people always have a way to ruin a good day I had. Two Friday’s in a row.. great ..
There's just some chapters you have to close in...
I miss you,
I really do. I just don’t know how to tell you.
All I need is ONE reason..
January 2012
I put too much faith in people. I expect too much...
If you love someone, you set them free.
I give it 3 days
If I don’t find a reason to fix things with you, I’m done. && its real this time. I lost so much care these past few weeks. I lost the feeling of wanting to try; to see you or even have a decent conversation with you. It’s just not the same anymore.
